Maybe if I try hard enough
I can f### up again
And maybe if I don’t try at all
I can travel back to when
All I needed was a home
And all I wanted was a friend

Cause I’m trying to run
I’m trying to hide
I’m trying to learn
I’m trying to fly
I’m trying to live
Yet trying to die
This trying emotion
And feelings of mine

But then it falls to silence
Then you all go home
And I’m alone . . . I’m always alone

So maybe if I try hard enough
I can f### up again
And maybe if I don’t try at all
I can travel back to when
All I needed was a home
And all I wanted was a friend

Cause I’m trying to run
I’m trying to hide
I’m trying to learn
I’m trying to fly
I’m trying to live
Yet trying to die
This trying emotion
And feelings of mine